My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who want him I know you hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you write back - see I'm just like you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on cause I really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one She don't know what it was like for people us growin up You call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We should be too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you about it I your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls you get down some And what's this shit about us to be together? type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!