My tea's gone I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post or somethin I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what call her? I'ma name her I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit you did with Skam I got a full of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We in the blistering cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never knew my father he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to what you're saying in your so I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I got a tattoo of your name across the chest I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I send your ass It's been six and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE me See Slim; up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't you if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, I supposed to send this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and here's an for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit just to diss you But what's this you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your need each other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some dude was drunk and his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!