Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my and all them other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the fuck my dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had overwhelming sadness come over me As we off to go our separate paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar you're my mama
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One a cause So I'm home tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye world know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life