Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you place the on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we this too far
I went in Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each other's Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the of the load Then Nate got taken away by the state at years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with every But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane goes Or if the crew wake me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children will me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel know that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life