Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? out my closet and all them other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're beautiful to me, cause you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and both of us put Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little just leave) Ma, let me my fucking coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken away by the state at eight old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every it's on the radio And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the taken over and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so does yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never asked was where the my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them from me? That you could bet your If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll always love you from 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew wake me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children will me know that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life