Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I know not around But don't you the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them other But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to your own, but Now the medications taken over and your mental states deteriorating And I'm way too old to cry, shit's painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did best to raise us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble up with every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a I wrote this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
I want a new One a cause So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my faith in my new So I never say goodbye world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life