Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm through changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I lock in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't understand new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)