Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I fear is
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm through changes
I'm going through

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
in their best interest to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake in the of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I ain't slowin' for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we pissed away our history
And just today, I at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)