Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks been having ups and downs
Going through and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm if I close my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man had this shit handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, tight verse, you it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my fuckin' friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any
But I can't pretend there ain't, I placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)