If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd think I'm holla at you. And I am but, You hear me out anyways would you?
Rather love than to move on never knowing what it feel like. days, long nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, Black you cold. problem that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still but I can't skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. Listen to friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects what I give, she nurse the wounds by them. them, didnt work, Got standards, I'ma do is gone work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i shed all these tears, Im and out, I'll on moving and tryna get out, I know how to move on, i went wrong, I i could live with no fear, So and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, Hates her father so, so She have a problem with, with, Saying fuck a Quick, quick. I'm just tryna be the one who never run, but you run away me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the same She can't see in me, i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't stay living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in that is that I even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt so you sore and don't feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got impossible standards. Nothing that I do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. Just me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark indures the darkest nights by the wrong man, And all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a first impression. I do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna, Just to impress you, if capable, that the material possesions can materialise to a better you... Cars, nothing I drive can drive you out of frame of mind. with such a picture in it. And, Money, I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your heart to listen to it. Diamonds, a girl's friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And everyday that by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day before is better the present, so anyone in her presence endures these life sentences. No key for release, no reason to be around. Her in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I share all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont know how to on, Where I wrong, Wish I could live no fear, Im so and out, keep it moving and tryna get out, Somehow, Somehow......