If I told you I wanted to to you, You know, You'd I'm try'na holla at you. And I am but, You wouldn't me out anyways would you?
Rather lose than to move on never knowing what it feel like. Short days, nights, By the phone, no call. Need a clear cause I been blind, got me goin' down that road. Heart of stone, Far away home, Black you cold. problem that you ever had with another man I gotta face. Started off on ice, I'm still but I can't skate. Slow sink, cant breathe, no remorse, think. to your friend, get another man for a minute then repeat. Queen, you deserve the title but she rejects I give, while she nurse the wounds by them. Tried them, work, Got standards, Nothing I'ma do is work. Diary of a girl.
(chorus) I why, i sit and cry, Wish i could shed all tears, Im and out, I'll on moving and tryna get out, I dont how to move on, Where i wrong, I wish i could live no fear, So and out, I'll it moving and tryna get out, Somehow.
girl....
Raised by a who, who, her baby father so, so She dont have a with, with, fuck a nigga Quick, quick. I'm tryna be the one who never run, but you run away from me. Your man cheat, cheat, Why not me the thing? She can't see in me, i see in her. This she inherit can't be reversed. I can't even living in the shade of all the motherfuckers that played ya. The irony in is that I aint't even that, but you put it those pages. Wife, you deserve the label but, you been hurt before so you sore and feel you able. Tried them, didn't work. Got standards. Nothing that I ever do work, of a black girl....
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See all I ever wanna do is be relevant. tell me that I ever meant anything, Or that you could ever see me and you in another light. But it's like the dark woman indures the nights by the wrong man, And mostly all of them have made you somewhat incapable of a impression. What I do is I channel my aggression with no or antenna, Just intentions to you, if capable, Hoping that the material possesions can to a better you... Cars, nothing I can drive you out of this frame of mind. such a ugly picture in it. And, Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your ears to tell your heart to to it. Diamonds, a best friend is what they say, but believe me with the right allegience shorty you gone shine anyways. And that goes by is a couple more lines in her diary. The day is better than the present, so anyone presented in her endures these life sentences. No key for release, no to be around. Her mind's in the clouds. She it all down.... In her diary....
(chorus) I why, I sit and cry, Wish I could all my tears, Im and out, I'll keep it and try to get out, I dont how to move on, Where I wrong, Wish I live with no fear, Im so and out, I'll keep it moving and get out, Somehow, Somehow......