(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just a taste'. Couple of sips of then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take one and I end up like having eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy is wrong with dad I think! He's acting weird again, he's beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So and cold, it's like something takes over me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been sober a year. And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the happened last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So and cold, It's like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even im getting high. Now I need it just not to sick, yeah im getting by. even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you lose so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in your Now here I am three later, full blown relapse, 'Just get high until the kids get home from holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be able to function throughout the day see an Ambien each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has taken four years just too put out an B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside your Your VCR cases with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They said they me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, as I go home and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)